I started my
career as a designer in fashion industry in Japan. But it didn't take
so long for me to find out that it wasn't a place I could really enjoy.
I decided to move to New York City to take a little break and experience
something completely new.
New York treated me much nicer than I expected. Everything amazed
me and I was very excited. I felt like I could finally breath.
I originally planned to stay there for about 1 year but it became
10 years. Time flew very quickly.
The energy flowing
in NYC is very powerful. It could be a lot of excitement, but it could
be a lot of stress as well. At that time, I didn't know anything about
the connection, how energy affects us physically and mentally. Without
realizing anything, I was getting depressed when several years passed.
Even things that were going well in the beginning didn't go well anymore.
I was drowned into a negative circulation. When I realized something
was wrong with me, it was already too late.
and the City"
doodle expressed how I was feeling in the time period in a tiny
appartment in Manhattan.:)
I woke up in a tiny dark apartment in the middle of Manhattan and
already felt exhausted, looked at the ceiling and wished I could stay
in the bed all day. In such a condition, I couldn't be active nor
productive, and that made me feel guilty that I couldn't push myself
to go forward to make the situation better.
I hated everybody around me, but mostly I hated myself more than anybody.
I didn't take therapy or any medical advice because I was too tired
that I couldn't do even net surfing to look for a help.
The word "Reiki" was somewhere in my head. I didn't know anything
about Reiki at that time and I had no idea where I had gotten the
word. For some reasons, my instinct knew that it was something that
could help me, but it was very subtle and I didn't do anything to
find out what it was. I was just so exhausted.
office of my apartment building decided not to renew my lease because
they had a plan to renovate the building to a fancy condo since it
was in the middle of Manhattan. So they started kicking out the tenants
who's lease were expiring. My lease was going to be expired in one
month, so I had to look for a new apartment immediately. First, it
seemed unfortunate for me, especially in the condition that I didn't
have much energy.
But actually it brought me one of the best things in my life.